Reminder
And there he was, bent over with half of his body in the hood of a car. He heard me approach and stood back, and a smile that lit up his whole face spread slowly, tiny shadow of a dimple in his left cheek. He wore baggy jeans with the hint of white boxer shorts peeking over the waistband, a worn undershirt, scuffed work boots. His hands were black with grease and his wallet had worn a perfect square in his back pocket. A lit cigarette hung from his lips; I could make out faint freckles, brought out in the summer, scattered across his nose. I watched him with that smile, and that's when I knew. I knew I was in love with this man, I knew that we would spend our lives together, I knew that whatever happened if he was there that was enough. I knew that no matter what I wanted to be with this man, this sexy, smart, funny, kind, wonderful man and there were absolutely no doubts in my mind. He slowly opened his arms to me and I could see the same feelings reflected in his eyes, and I swear when he folded me into his arms he smelled so familiar and like home to me.
Ten years later, we are not living together due to circumstances that we cannot change, but when I think back to that day, the day my whole life changed, I wouldn't change anything because of the memories and the little boy that exist because of it. We may not be living together or in each other's physical company, but I still have no doubt that he will be there for the rest of my life. Hopefully we will be able to be back together again soon and the rest of the world will fall into place. I will never lose the feelings I had that summer day when I knew.
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